"Your poetry is lonely. And yet, you write to feel less alone."
-I Wrote This For You: The Infinite Distance (via kari-shma)"It happens to many teenagers—that moment when you feel full of resentment or distrust for those adults you once loved unquestioningly."
-John Irving (via blua)(Source: quote-book)
My family, ladies and gentleman.
I come out of my room and my sister asks me if I liked the french onion soup my other sister made. I said, “I don’t really like french onion soup to begin with, so I wasn’t going to eat it, but then I decided to dip bread in it.” Christina then tells Carole Ann “Oh so you made soup for no one.” and Carole Ann said “I made soup for me. Everyone else just didn’t like it.” So Christina says, “I could have told you no one liked it.” so then I replied, “Christina, she made food for herself. She wasn’t thinking “Oh I hope everyone likes this.” And Carole Ann then proceeds to yell at me and says “Yeah and that’s your soda so you need to throw it out.” At this point I’m kinda baffled at her response to me and say “Why are you being a bitch to me now?” and she goes “Because I did the dishes when you were supposed to and mom’s gonna yell at me for the house being a mess.” (Disclaimer: Carole Ann was supposed to do the dishes yesterday but didn’t so I had to and I also did them today but left one pot in the sink. So all the dishes that she cleaned were the dishes she fucking cooked and baked with today. Lazy ass motherfucker.) So I say, “I did do the dishes.” And Christina (where the fuck did she come from??) goes, “Shut up Cassie, you don’t do anything anyways.” so I say “coming from the girl who doesn’t do anything either.” And she goes “I go to school.” I almost died laughing. wow, my fucking heart is broken because you go to school and I haven’t gone in two weeks. If I gave a fuck, I would have been at school these two weeks you fucking imbecile. And she proceeds to say things in the bitchiest, annoying voice ever; “Yeah, I go to school and I’m actually doing really good in it (Another Disclaimer: Christina is going to school for massage therapy. MASSAGE. How fucking hard, someone should give this bitch a nobel peace prize), unlike you who even when you go to school you still do bad and it’s not like your graduating” And more stupid shit like that. It’s funny, and I don’t mean to point fingers or blame people, but the last time I checked the reason I was missing so much school and not caring was because I was sleeping a lot. I was sleeping a lot because I didn’t want to wake up. I didn’t want to wake up because I was depressed. And I was depressed because my family constantly tries to make me feel like shit and it’s caused me to not want to be alive anymore.
So really, you are just adding fuel to the fire and eventually if you keep it up, I will probably kill myself and my blood will be on your hands.
:D
25 deep questions.
1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
11. Does love = sex?
12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?
17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?
18.Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
21.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
22. Are you old fashioned?
23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
4,930 playsSuicide Medicine - Rocky Votolato
Is it the red wire, or the blue wire? Just pick one and cut, it just doesn’t matter anymore. Or did it ever? Cause I could never control when the bomb would explode.Oh god I love you, I mean forever. I left my body behind to break the news. Looks like it’s over, please remember all of the things I never got a chance to say.
